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Sunday, October 21st, 2007
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It's that time again kiddies! Yup thats right, time for another installment of Mandie's Entirely Too Interesting Life!
In today's episode I will simply be filling you in on what has been going on since my last update...which was over a month ago. Yes yes I know, it's been a while, but SUCK MY BACK.
Let's see...well I guess I should start from the beginning. My mother finally got slap with the hand of common sense and got a restraining order on her lame ass boyfriend. Haven't heard much about him in a while now and that's a good thing.
So let's get on to the funny part of the show. Me and Emily finally removed the tic from our backsides and kicked Justin out of the apartment. He was way too emotional for me to handle since I can't stand someone who loves throwing pity parties for themselves for no god damn reason. "Wahh I'm so depressed my life is a downward spiral of pain and anguish!" "....why?" (Insert lame reason here). Also he only helped around the house when we treated him like a six year old and threatened to take away his fun and stick him in time out.
And my last bit of news, I'm saving up for a ring for someone and no I'm not telling you who.
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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| × I miss somebody right now. (Not a great deal.) |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Practically no TV.) |
× I own lots of books. (I wish I could afford a lot of books.) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Both :D.) |
✓ I love to play video games. (Love of my life.) |
× I've tried marijuana. (Nope.) |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (Does a body good..) |
✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (Oh yeah.) |
× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (Not always.) |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. (More like all the time.) |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (I'd like to think so.) |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (Dunno why I would.) |
( it goes on... )
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[Chapter One : Basics] 001. Name: Amanda 002. Nicknames: Mandie 003. Middle Name: Lynn 004. Initials: ALB 005. Birthday: October 25, 1986 006. Birthplace: Jacksonville NC 007. Amount you weighed at birth: 7lb 13oz 008. Weight now: No clue. 009. Height: 5’6” 010. Hair color: Burgundy in the light 011. Is that natural or dyed?: Dyed darker 012. Eye color: Blue 013. Do you wear colored contacts?: Sometimes 014. Do you have braces?: I did. 015. Do you have any piercings?: Two 016. What about tattoos?: Not yet 017. How long is your hair?: Middle back, bangs reach my chin.
[Chapter Two : Friends] 018. Who’s your best friend?: Dunno 019. Name some other close friends: Klarissa, Steph, Jenn (though she doesn't consider me close I guess ; ;) 020. Name some of you & your best friend’s inside jokes: Too many. 021. Who’s your oldest friend?: Lobo? 022. Do you have any friends in other grades?: Uhhhhhhh...Ben? 023. Name some similarities between you and your best friend: We're all weird. 024. How did you meet your best friend?: Me and Klarissa met in a bank parking lot, she was in my 4th grade class and was very shy so I chased her for an hour until she talked to me. 025. How well do your friends know you?: Prolly less than they think. 026. Which friends do you hangout with the most?: All of them? 027. Which friends don’t you hangout with a lot?: What do you consider a lot? 028. Which friend is in most of your classes?: Jenn 029. What friends do you sit with at lunch?: Jenn and Stephanie 030. Are you in any type of clique?: The (band/music/art/science/gaming) geeks.
[Chapter Three : Family] 031. Who do you live with?: My mom 032. Got any siblings? What are their names?: No ; ; 033. Are you oldest, youngest, or in the middle?: THE ONLY ONE BITCH 034. Do you often fight with your siblings?: ... 035. Do you get along with your parents?: Usually 036. Do you spend more time with family or friends?: Family 037. Who’s your favorite relative?: My mom 038. Who’s your least favorite relative?: Great uncle 039. Which family member are you closest too?: Mom? lol 040. Which relative do you hardly ever see?: Dad
[Chapter Four : Beliefs] 041. What’s your religion?: Wiccan 042. Do you practice your religion?: Not often 043. Do you believe in ghosts and the paranormal?: Sometimes 044. Do you believe in heaven and hell?: No 045. Do you believe in God and/or Satan?: Neither
Just kidding… 046. Do you believe in Ouija boards?: They're fun to play with 047. Do you approve of witchcraft/magick?: Duh 048. Do you often attend church?: Never 049. Do you believe in angels and/or demons? No 050. Do you believe spells/magick actually work?: When done correctly 051. Do you believe in love at first sight?: Lust at first sight 052. Has anyone tried to force their beliefs on you?: Everyday
[Chapter Six : From First to Last] 053. First (real) kiss: Amazing 054. First friend: Klarissa 055. First vacation: Uhh.. 056. First memory: No clue 057. First class trip: Dun remember 058. First enemy: Ask Klarissa, I forgot her name XD 059. First crush: Jeremy 060. First screenname: mandie28574 061. First email: No clue 062. First failing grade on report card: Precalc -.- 063. First time you learned to read: Dunno 064. First book you ever read: Lots 065. Last person you hugged: Forgot 066. Last book you read: My college catalog XD 067. Last class you had at school: English *death* 068. Last laugh: A comedian 069. Last time you were angry: Last night 070. Last time you were sick: While ago 071. Last time you took a quiz/test: End of school 072. Last meal you ate: Rofl 073. Last gift received: Pell grant? XD 074. Last kiss: Real? Long ago. 075. Last time you saw your best friend: Took Munky the FAFSA packet
[Chapter Seven : Have You Ever... ] 076. Set something on fire: Who hasn't? 077. Done something illegal: Yes 078. Burned a CD: Many 079. Been to a concert: Yes 080. Bought clothing for over $200: You crazy 081. Dyed your hair an unnatural color: Yes 082. Stayed out past midnight: Lots 083. Been to a sports game: High school football? 084. Traveled out of your country: No ; ; 085. Skipped school: Yep 086. Skipped a class: Yep 087. Got in trouble for something you didn’t do: Yeah 088. Had a root canal and/or a tooth pulled: 6 teeth pulled when I was young, and my wisdom teeth. 089. Gotten a cavity: Almost 090. Gotten surgery of any kind: When I was 2 091. Been rushed to a hospital: Yeah, but for no good reason. 092. Been so sick you missed a week or more of school: No 093. Fell up the stairs: Plenty times.
[ Chapter Eight : Hopes & Dreams ] 094. What’s your dream job?: A doctor that travels to undeveloped countries to give free medical care ; ;. 095. Do you have a job now, what is it?: Professional student 096. What’s your goal right now?: Get out of coastal 097. What’s your greatest accomplishment?: Myself 098. If you were president, what would you do?: Bring back the troops and fix our country before trying to "fix" another. 099. If you won the lottery, what would you do?: Live off of the interest of a few million, and use the rest to start my dream job (see above) 100. What’s the weirdest dream you’ve ever had?: All of them 101. Did any of your dreams ever come true?: Yes ; ; tornado 102. What did you want to be when you grew up when you were little?: I didn't know 103. Where did you always want to live?: Mountains/forest 104. Describe your dream house: Hidden in the woods on the side of a mountain.
[ Chapter Nine : Way Back When ] 105. When you were little, what was your favorite show?: Rainbow Brite 106. Favorite colors?: Don't remember 107. Favorite place to shop?: I didn't like shopping. 108. Did you have a blanket/stuffed animal you took everywhere?: No 109. Did you wear a lot of plastic jewelry?: No 110. Did you cry on the first day of school?: Day care yes, those people were mean, so I locked myself in the car. 111. What did you do for fun when you were little?: Was always outside climbing trees or getting lost in corn fields, riding my fourwheeler. 112. Did you get up early just to watch Saturday morning cartoons?: Duh 113. Were you always outside?: Yes 114. Who were your best friends?: Klarissa 115. Who were your enemies?: Great uncle 116. What colors were your room?: Some fugly wallpaper. 117. Did you change a lot since you were little?: I don't think so, I just discovered more about myself.
[Chapter Ten : A Closer Look ] 118. What emotion are you feeling right now?: Lonely 119. What are your weaknesses?: People I love 120. What are your strengths?: Those who support me 121. Describe your personality in five words: Introverted, sensative, anxious, willful, passionate 122. Are there any songs that make you cry?: Yes 123. When was the last time you cried?: Don't remember 124. When was the last time you were extremely happy?: With my friends 125. Are you depressed and/or suicidal?: No 126. What’s your outlook on life?: "Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans." 127. Are you happy with your life?: Could be better, and I'm working on it. 128. What’s your motto?: "Speak softly and carry a big stick."
[Chapter Eleven: Hygiene ] 129. Do you shower/bathe daily?: Yes 130. How many times do you brush your teeth daily?: Twice 131. How often do you wash your face?: Mornings. 132. Do you wash your hands a lot?: Not really. 133. What shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Too lazy to go read the name :D 134. How long do your showers normally last?: When the hot water runs out 135. Do you wear clothes twice in a row?: Often, mostly jeans. 136. What toothpaste do you use?: Its minty 137. Did you ever drop a toothbrush in the toilet by mistake?: I have fallen in the toilet by mistake.
[Chapter Twelve : This is the End] 138. Random stuff now, what’s the weather like?: Dark 139. What are you wearing?: Tank top and slacks 140. What bus are you on?: Bus? I'm at my desk. 141. Do you enjoy running?: No 142. Can you write with both hands?: Not well 143. What grade are you in?: Community College second year 144. What’s the most common question people ask you?: "What's wrong?" 145. What’s your favorite article of clothing you own?: My slacks
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Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
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[] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted [] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops [] my favorite toys as a child were barbies [x] my favorite colour is pink or purple [] I did Gymnastics [x] I love skirts. [] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop [] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear [x] I love chocolate [] I've never had a real job
TOTAL: 3
[] my hair is almost always straightened [] I have at least 8 myspace pictures [] I usually go shopping once a week [] I love to hang out at the mall with friends [] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings [] I've gone to a tanning salon [] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim [] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes. [] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach [] I change my icon weekly [] I wear a shower cap
TOTAL: 0
[] I dont shop at Hot Topic [] my cell phone might as well become a part of me [] I wear mascara everyday [x] I've been or am on a diet [] bathing suits are adorable [] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat. [] big sunglasses are hott [x] I have gotten my nails done before [] MTV is one of my favorite channels TOTAL: 2
[] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys (I hate these people) [] I love to have gurls do my hair [] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends We all love each other [x] I hate bugs... [x] carnivals are so fun! [] Summer is THE best season (Fuck you, fall is) [] my swimsuit has 2 pieces [] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor [] musicians are so hot [] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours TOTAL: 2
[x] I am self-conscious [] I cry often [] my car smells like vanilla or cherry (New Car smell :D <3) [x] my dishes get washed more than once a week [x] I dont do sports... 'cos I'm a gamer geek. (I just don't like sports) [] I HATE to run ...I got no endurance. [] I squeal when I am surprised or angry [] I eat dried fruit as a snack (...) [] I love romance novels [] Drew Barrymore is so cute
TOTAL: 3
[x] I dance a lot. [] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house [] I only have like 5 billion hair products [] I love to get dressed up. [] every part of my outfit needs to match [] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends [] I would love to have a photo shoot [] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day [] I wish I were a model
TOTAL: 1
[] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton (Only to kick her in half) (Tru dat, Munky) [] I have been something that was semi (O.o??) [] I own Uggs (Those fugly boots? x.x) [] Hip Hop is the best music [] I pop my collar (Please don't) [] I like to be the center of attention [] guys with Mohawks are crazy (I think they're brave) [x] horses are beautiful (I <3 unicornz!!1) [] I'd rather not pay attention in school [x] Cats are adorable (Ferrets are more adorable :3)
TOTAL: 2
[] I write my own music [] I would love to visit Hawaii (Doesn't much matter to me.) [] Valentine's day is so cute! (No, mangled preps are cute :3) [] white is better than black (I like them both for certain things) [] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black (HAH) [] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes (Clothes I don't wear...) [] hate the grunge look []I love to read magazines
TOTAL: 0
[x] I love to gossip (About games..) [x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid (Who didnt?) [] I love Celine Dion [] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long [] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned (Wtf?) [-] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other. (Well..sorta) [] I like little kids (*twitch*) [] Diet drinks are the best (You can go to hell and die) [-] I'm all about being vegetarian (I was once, for health reasons) [] I refuse to eat at McDonalds (I like their fries :3)
TOTAL: 3
[x] I check my myspace everyday. [] I love life! (Life in general or my life?) [] I have a lot of jewlery! (Jewelry makes me itchy) [] my screen name(s) have x's in them (I try to avoid that) [] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them [] I would never want to be the opposite sex (I would) [x] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it (Preach it XD) [x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed (Fuck yeah)
TOTAL: 3
GRAND TOTAL: 19...do I fail?
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1) smoked 2) consumed alcohol 3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 5) made out with someone of the opposite sex 6) had sex 7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex 8) watched porn 9) bought porn 10) done drugs TOTAL: 6
11) taken pain killers 12) taken someone else's prescription medicine 13) lied to your parents 14) lied to a friend 15) snuck out of the house 16) done something illegal 17) cut yourself 18) hurt someone 19) wished someone to die 20) seen someone die TOTAL: 9
21) missed curfew 22) stayed out all night 23) eaten a carton of icecream by yourself 24) been to a therapist 25) been to rehab 26) dyed your hair 27) recieved a ticket 28) been in an accident 29) been to a club 30) been to a bar TOTAL: 9
31) been to a wild party 32) seen the Mardi Gras 34) had a spring break in Florida 35) sniffed anything 36) wore black nail polish 37) wore arm bands 38) wore t-shirts with band names 39) listened to rap 40) own a 50 cent cd TOTAL: 3
41) dressed gothic 42) dressed prep 43) dressed punk 44) dressed grunge 45) stole something 46) been to drunk to remember anything 47) blacked out 48) fainted 49) had a crush on your neighbor 50) had someone sneak into your room TOTAL: 3
51) snuck into some one else's room 52) had a crush on your best friend's sib 53) been to a concert 54) dry humped someone 55) been called a slut/player 56) called someone a slut/player 57) installed speakers in your car 58) broke a mirror 59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house 60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush TOTAL: 9
61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper 62) seen an R rated movie in theaters 63) cruised the mall 64) skipped school 65) had an eating disorder 66) had an injury 67) gone to court 68) walked out of a resteraunt without paying 69) caught something on fire 70) lied about your age TOTAL: 7
71) owned an apartment 72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend 73) cheated with someone 74) got in trouble with the police 75) talked to a stranger 76) hugged a stranger 77) kissed a stranger 78) rode in the car with a stranger 79) been sexually harrassed 80) been verbally harrassed TOTAL: 5
81) met face to face with someone you met online 82) stayed online for 12 hours straight 83) talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight 84) watched tv for 12 hours straight 85) been to a fair 86) been called a bad influence 87) cursed 88) prank called someone 89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex 90) cheated on a test TOTAL: 10
91) cheated on homework 92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex 93) been pushed into a pool 94) played pool 95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight 96) had a crush on someone 8 years older than you 97) had a crush on someone younger than you 98) wear eyeliner 99) skinny dipped 100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt TOTAL: 8
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Your dating personality profile:
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited. Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates. | Your date match profile:
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw her out of her shell and get to know what she is all about. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If her jokes make you laugh, she has won your heart. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Liberal 2. Sensual 3. Outgoing 4. Adventurous 5. Funny 6. Athletic 7. Practical 8. Wealthy/Ambitious 9. Big-Hearted 10. Romantic
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Shy 2. Adventurous 3. Funny 4. Athletic 5. Practical 6. Wealthy/Ambitious 7. Conservative 8. Sensual 9. Intellectual 10. Stylish
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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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Omfg it's been forever since I even LOOKED at this journal. Wow. I just woke up this morning and though "Hey maybe I should start posting in my journal again?". So here I am! Last night I had one hell of a weird dream that my teeth became incredibly loose and at the slightest touch they would fall right out, and I had lost about 1/3 of the teeth in my mouth before I woke up. It was just weird, but I hear a lot of people have this same dream. I think I'm doing pretty damn well in school this semester, maybe I can pick up the slack from precalculus ><. I so wanna have a party at my house now thanks to Klarissa's party XD Damn it would be fun but I'm oh-so-broke and that sucks. I told Klarissa how I wanted to have a baking party rofl, where we could buy ingrediants and make cakes/cookies etc. I thought it would be a good idea anyway XD, what do you guys think?
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Sunday, January 1st, 2006
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| You scored as Biology. You should be a Biology major! You are passionate about the sciences, and you enjoy studying cell growth and evolutionary concepts which enable living organisms to survive. Pursue that!
Biology | | 100% | Dance | | 100% | Art | | 100% | Philosophy | | 100% | Linguistics | | 92% | Psychology | | 92% | Mathematics | | 83% | Engineering | | 83% | Theater | | 83% | Journalism | | 75% | Sociology | | 75% | Chemistry | | 75% | English | | 67% | Anthropology | | 67% | </td>
What is your Perfect Major? created with QuizFarm.com |
This doesn't help! >
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Woooow I really suck hardcore at updating this damn journal...I'm sorry to the people who actually read this thing...I'll try and be more angsty! Anyway..no angst today. I had a really good New Year's. Short but sweet. Me, Munky, Steph, and Jenn went to Cheezeburgerz and watched Zu while bringing in the New Years with a bang. We left the place like, 5 minutes after midnight and came back to my house to watch movies and be fat kids XD. We watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, American Pie: Band Camp, Cabin Fever, and Margaret Cho. We stayed up all night WOOO. Funfunfunfun. Yupyup. Well, thats all XD. Bai all.
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Monday, December 12th, 2005
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The Seven Intelligence Areas
Linguistic: 5
Logical-Mathematical: 10
Spatial: 12
Bodily-Kinesthetic: 7
Musical: 9
Interpersonal: 3
Intrapersonal: 10
A Short Definition of your Highest Score
Spatial - the ability to perceive and represent the visual-spatial world accurately, to arrange color, line, shape, form and space to meet the needs of others, to interpret and graphically represent visual or spatial ideas, to transform visual or spatial ideas into imaginative and expressive creations. Possible vocations that use spatial intelligence include illustrator, artist, guide, photographer, interior decorator, painter, clothing designer, weaver, builder, architect, art critic, inventor, or cinematographer.
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Friday, December 9th, 2005
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Mandie, your unconscious mind is most driven by Curiosity.
You are full of questions about life, people, and your own potential. You spend more time than others imagining the possibilities for your life – and you're open to things others are too afraid to consider.
You have an almost physical need to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a greater understanding of yourself and the world. You also have a rebellious streak that shows up when you feel unable to truly influence the world or circumstances around you. Your appetite for novel experiences also shows an openness others don't have, but wish they did.
Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are.
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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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Have you ever felt like the world is passing you by? I know it may sound ridiculous to the people who might read my journal, but I finally have a reason to update. I feel like everyone knows what they want out of life and I'm left behind with no plan, no talent, no future it seems. All my friends know what they want to do when they get out of college, they know what college they want to go to, they know. Do I know? Of course not. I know what I like, but unlike my friends, what I like quite possibly couldn't supply me with enough money to get by. I'm sure the only friend I could talk to about this would have to be Klarissa. I'm sure the rest would simply shrug it off as being over-dramatic. I can't talk to my family about this either (and no I'm not being emo), I already know their thoughts. They want me to get a simple job, get married, and settle down here. I'm not like them, I don't want to spend the rest of my life in the same town I was born in. So my parents are out of the question. Back to what I love, even if I decided money shouldn't be an issue (which it always will be), I'm sure I'm not talented enough in art to go anywhere with it. Maybe I just don't have a talent, and I'm fooling myself by thinking that I'm good everytime I get lucky and have a nice drawing. Whatever the case, I'm the late-bloomer now. Maybe I'll never bloom ><.
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Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
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I've decided to start posting the little "comics" that I draw during the times of the day that I could be doing something productive...just like this comic shows me and Jennifer in pre-calculus..
( COMIC )
( Quick Sketch )
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Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
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Well I had a really good day today so I decided to post about it. I woke up ok even though I had a bad dream that I shall not go into detail about since it doesn't involve anyone I haven't told ^_^. Calculus went by pretty fast and I drew two funny pictures. After that me and Jenny went to BAM and got frappes, I also got an expresso brownie cause I love chocolate and caffiene. My last class was really funny, lots of yelling and laughing. I got home and started cleaning the house (especially my room) so that I could get the "That's so nice of you" speech from my mom. I also reformatted my harddrive and I feel like I just dumped a load of crap off my comp...oh I did! Also I had to call tech support for my DSL intardnet connection and I got to talk to a really cute-sounding 19 y/o boy from Florida. But I couldn't get his AIM. DAMN PHONE RECORDINGS. Oh well.
Oh btw. This is blatantly toward anyone I know who's half korean half self-obsessed wench. No one, I repeat NO ONE, is going around calling your friend a fat whore. I really don't give a flying rat's ass about Erica. So she can keep staring at me Jenn and Steph all she wants, we're not going to give her the pleasure of giving her something to blame on us. If she's telling you that Steph is telling people she's a fat whore, maybe she has her own self issues. Either that or she's just lying to your face, Emily.
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Saturday, October 8th, 2005
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Well I was just bored and looking around and noticed Emily updated her LJ with a nice littl poem for us to read. Since no one actually reads them (cause they're about the exact same thing every time, say it with me now: BOYS) I decided to read it cause I noticed it wasn't too much about the male gender. I was doing fine, chuckling to myself through out the whole thing, when I came to the last sentence:
"I don't need two-faced deamons under my heels."
This intrigued me, since I have never seen the word "deamon" before, so I looked it up. And it produced the following results:
1 entry found for deamon. deamon It's spelled "daemon".
Ok then fair enough, typo. So I looked up daemon.
dae·mon Audio pronunciation of "daemon" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (dmn) n. 1. Chiefly British. Variant of demon. 2. Variant of daimon. 3. Computer Science. A program or process that sits idly in the background until it is invoked to perform its task.
I thought about this for a moment and concluded that since Emily wasn't British and since she knows absolutely nothing about computers, I looked up the middle word.
dai·mon Audio pronunciation of "daimon" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (dmn) also de·mon or dae·mon (dmn) n. Greek Mythology
1. An inferior deity, such as a deified hero. 2. An attendant spirit; a genius.
And so I would like to thank Emily for willingly telling the world how smart me Jenny Munky and Stephanie really are ^_^.
Love, Your deified genius hero.
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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Once again I am forced to keep my feelings to myself. Why? Because I hate making people feel bad. Because my feelings are looked down upon or considered whining :D. So, I'll just type on here for my own sake. I am not going to tell anyone how I feel about them because I don't fucking care. What I feel isn't worth getting worked up about or having arguements or even conversations over. From now on I am an empty shell. Just pretend I am not capable of complex thoughts or feelings. Cause basically I will be suppressing them. No I'm not going to blow up at anyone. I'm very calm right now. When I get stressed out, when my friends say things that are completely unfair to me or expect me to be Super Mandie, I meditate, I cut myself off from them and I don't think about it. I exercise or I clean or play a game. I don't do homework cause that stresses me out even more. All I can say is, for the most part my friends will no longer know the real Mandie, I'm Mandie's outer shell.
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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Yay, finished my first week of college! :O Go me! Now only how many weeks to go? XD. Been thinking a lot lately about stuffs. I need to not let things get to me anymore and cut off things that do. I think even though I'd be holding in my emotions, at least I wouldn't bother my friends with them.
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Saturday, August 13th, 2005
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